November 12, 2009
Amazed
November 3, 2009
Magic—the problem with Romeo
1). In a paragraph or two, right down some assumptions you have about Jesus?
2). Theologians, philosophers, scientists, and everyday people have all grappled with what C.S. Lewis called “the problem of pain,” that there is some great conflict in the universe with which we are interacting. Many have struggled with the fact that pain exists but doesn’t have a traceable beginning. What do you think loneliness, addiction, price, war, and self-addiction reveal about the state of humanity and the millions of individuals who are a part of it?
It reveals that we all have something in common. Sometimes we try to focus on our differences rather than see what we have in common. That could go a long way in seeing God’s hand in the world and see people reconciled to himself. I think it also shows us that there is something that we all feel and we all try to fill it with different things. Whether it drugs, alcohol, loneliness, addictions, we use those things to fill the void that is common to man. A void that only God can fill and a void that God wants to void.
3). “I couldn’t give myself to Christianity because it was a religion for the intellectually naive.” Does this statement resonate with you, make you angry, confused? In your opinion, does Christianity offer a substantial and believable answer to the problem of pain?
I’m a pastor and I have had to deal with this and wrestle with it. There are times that it just doesn’t make sense to me, and than at other times it is the only thing in the world that makes sense. It’s not that we are naive, but that there are many evangelical Christians who have made a subculture all there own, who can’t see outside of it. They make it seem like something for naive people because they can’t carry on conversations with people without getting defensive. They won’t dialogue with others and invite them into their story.
I think once we get past this, Christianity does offer a response to the pain in the world. A God who loved us so much he came to earth to take that pain away from us and then entrusted us to share this message with others, to help God, to partner with God in reconciling the world back to him, healing the hurt, comforting the lonely. That is a faith I want to be a part of and that I will gladly proclaim.
4). Is the Navy SEAL story a more appealing hero than what you know and believe about Jesus? Why?
Any time we can see a story of redemption and salvation that we resonate with as humans, we are more apt to like that. The story of Jesus seems like something we know happened but happened so long ago that we can’t truly wrap our minds around it. We want to believe it but we have cultural differences, 2000 years of historical differences, and 2000 for His story to become mystical and all most fairy tale like.
November 2, 2009
Problems—what I learned on television
Imagine that you wake up tomorrow morning as the best version of yourself. What would this look like in a normal day of your life? Write it out as a brief story. Then, imagine that you wake up the following day as the worst version of yourself. What would this look like? How would you behave? What decisions would you make? Write a brief story to describe what this day would look like.
If anyone reads this blog, i encourage you do just as this paragraph asks. I am not going to write it here…
1). How did you respond to the statement that “the soul of man, unwatched, is perverse”? Do you agree of disagree? Why?
I totally agree. We have to constantly check ourselves, if we don’t we will live a perverse life. Why is it you have to teach a child what is good, not bad? We never grow out of that. We must always be constantly being checking ourselves, seeing if we are living perverse or a life that God would be pleased with, liberating others and seeing the Kingdom move forward here on earth.
2). What is the greater problem in the world, corrupt politics or you?
I think everyone would like to say that the answer if corrupt politics. We, as humans, think too highly of ourselves. We think we are good, that God likes good people. We fail to see ourselves as depraved, lost and lonely with out God in our lives. We think we are fine, but really we aren’t.
The question that begs to be asked is who makes corrupt politics? The answer, people who are no different than you and I. Sure you could say the system made them corrupt, but yet again who made the system, people. We are all depraved and when we leave God out of the picture our systems of government, business, schooling, etc are all going to reflect this corrupt and depraved nature we all have. We are all capable of being corrupt, but with Jesus in our lives, we are able to overcome this.
So ultimately I AM the greatest problem in the world!
3). If you could sum up all your thoughts, motivations, and actions in a day as a total 100 percent, what portion of that amount is spent on yourself and how much is spent on others?
I know I am selfish. I am a minister so my job requires me to do things for others and plan things for others, but I still think a lot about what I like, what I think we should do, how I could fix the problems. So probably the percent that actually goes to thinking of others is no more than 5%.
I spend 95% of the day think selfishly about myself! How ridiculous…
November 1, 2009
Beginnings—God on a dirt road walking toward me
1) What’s your gut response to the following statement? “Today I wonder why it is God refers to Himself as ‘Father’ at all. This, to me, in light of the earthly representation of the role, seems a marketing mistake.”
At first, you have to wonder what Miller means—a marketing mistake? But when you sit back and reflect on what this means, he has a point. If God wants people to come to know him, why would he want people to call him Father, if almost every human has had some struggle with their earthly Father. Getting over our image our dads can be a hard thing to do. It takes some people a long time, but when we finally do it is a great experience. When we can truly experience God as he was meant to be experienced is truly an amazing thing.
2) What significant memories can you recall that you believe influence your approach and assumptions about Christian spirituality? (I realize this is one of those “can-o-worm” questions, so take as much time as you need.)
I grew up in a conservative Lutheran church and attended there until I was 18. My memories from here mainly deal with how Christianity is a system of do’s and do nots. There are certain things that you must do to “worship” and other things are not “real” forms of worship. You put all this together it is easy to see how people thing Christianity is all about morality and nothing else and that we make it a system rather than a relationship.
Then when I was 18, I started going to a non-denomination church. It was here that I found a group of believers who still were conservative but were willing to acknowledge that faith if more than a system, it is about a relationship.
3) Where does guilt come from?
Guilt is result of sin. Once sin entered the world, we were all given the capacity to feel guilt. We all, whether Christian or not, have some sense of right and wrong. Where does that come from? We all know when we do something wrong and when something is right, thus we have sense of guilt when we purposely do wrong over right.
4) Does Christian spirituality seem more like an aspirin to alleviate guilt or a Godlike slot machine with a lever to pull rather than a relationship?
In the area where I minister, I would answer with God is a slot machine. We want him to fix our problems, we want him to help us, though we are not going to do anything for him, we go, and go and go again to him hoping that the result will come out in our favor.
October 31, 2009
Blue Like Jazz
Yesterday I went down to Rogers, AR just to get away for a little bit. I ended up going to Barnes and Noble and walked around. I have been wanting a new book to read and I stumbled upon Blue Like Jazz. I have only heard good things about it so I decided to give it a try. I bought the version that had a study guide with each chapter. So I thought I would read a chapter a day for the next 20 days and answer the questions here on my blog. Don’t expect anything too complex, or deep or insightful, but I hope my answers will be truthful and honest and that I can grow in my faith by taking time to digest the book and and examine the topics he will discuss. For any of you who read this, hope you may find something encouraging as well.
Three questions to ponder while reading this book…
1). Do you wonder if the Christian faith is still relevant in a post-modern culture?
2). Do you thirst for a genuine encounter with a God who is real?
3). Do you yearn for a renewed sense of passion in life?
October 27, 2009
October 13, 2009
Who Do You Say I Am
September 25, 2009
September 21, 2009
Tombs, begging, and Jesus
August 10, 2009
Called
August 5, 2009
Kingdom Worker Challenges
August 4, 2009
The Gospel Realized
CIY MOVE Video
July 2, 2009
A Job Description for the Church
"Our job is not to bring more people into the church building. It is to be what the church should be in the lives of people where they are."
--Rick Bundschul
What is our job? So many times it is easy for us to think that our job is to get people to the church building. We think that maybe, just maybe they will then hear the Word of God and become Christians. This mindset is definitely present in the small community where I minister. The church still believes that it is the minister's job to get people into the church building. They want to the church to grow and place sole responsibility on the shoulders of the ministers. Evangelism is seen as the minister's job and the congregation gets off the hook, but is this really what the church's job is? Is it our job to get people in the building or is it something more?
Rick has a great point, the job of the church is not to build bigger buildings and better programs (both which are sometimes necessary), but the job of the church is go and meet people where they are with no preconceived ideas of who they are, or what their story is. Evangelism is not about church attendance, and really I could care less about who shows up on Sunday. I know everyone that comes are Christians and have a relationship with God. I care about those I see in the park who I play basketball with, or those I meet on the running trails who are seeking out God. It is these people who we are called to meet, to come to them and share with them the good news of Jesus.
This is not just my job as a minister, but the whole congregation's job, the Church's job. We who profess Jesus are all called to be priests, to be ministers. The Church must learn this, or else the church is going to continue to decline, especially in smaller communities. We must learn to make inroads to the community, and not expect them to come to us. We need to find ways to go to them, to take opportunities that God has alread given us, rather than ask for more. They are there if only we would look.
June 11, 2009
Ministry
I am about to finish my second week as the full time Associate Minister at First Christian Church in Cassville MO. It has been interesting...adjusting to living on my own, working in an office, living in a small town where the largest city is an hour away, learning what ministry truly is and why I do it...and much more. I have had moments of excitement, confusion, lonliness, and disappointment. Through it all, I have seen God already working in the student's lives. I know that God wants me here for a reason, and it is my prayer that I serve him to the best of my ability. I yearn to see these students transformed by the Gospel and to become fully devoted followers of Jesus Christ.
May 19, 2009
Taken
Last night my sister and I watched the movie Taken. I know that it came a few months ago, but I thought I would still make a few comments about the film…
The movie is about a man’s daughter who gets kidnapped and sold in the the sex trafficking business. The father goes after her and rescues her before she is forced into the trade. The movie, though the content is awful, was an excellent movie. The best thing about it is that it is incredibly accurate in how the trafficking begins and how girls are sold into this awful trade.
The movie even shows how the corrupt nature of governments. In the film, it is a French man who works for the secret service that allows the crimes to continue because he makes a profit from it…sadly, this happens all the time. And America is not immune to this either. Girls are trafficked everyday, and America is included.
If you have not seen this movie I encourage you to see it, not only because it is a good film, but because it will open your eyes to the atrocities that are taking place everyday, often without us even knowing it.
April 18, 2009
542
"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other side also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."
Mark Moore, in his The Chronological Life of Christ commentary, writes "Jesus assumes that the needs are genuine. We are not obligated for instance, to give a buck to a derelict to fuel his habit, or fill the tank of a panhandler...At the same time, we are not authorized to ferret out fakes. It would be better to be duped than to neglect genuine needs."
Mark hits the nail on the head. We are to give to people with genuine needs. It is always a struggle to decide who is and is not in need, and at times it is easy to judge a person before we even attempt to help them. I have been guilty of this time and time again. We see a person on the side of the street and we tell ourselves "The only want money for alcohol...drugs...illicit acts..." We all have done this, but Jesus says to give to those who ask and do not turn away such people.
This verse touched me, and I am going to do something about it. I am hope to remember this verse when people ask me for things or when I see people who might be in need. What are you going to do about it?
April 5, 2009
Countdown to June 1st
The youth and worship will be my main places of emphasis. With the youth averaging well over 50, in our church of about 100, this will be a huge ministry. So many kids who are hurting and broken, kids who need someone there to come alongside of them to get them through the little bumps of life. My involvement with the worship will be an interesting challenge, one that will get me out of my comfort zone. Currently we have 3 hymns led by a member of the congregation, a meet and greet time, then 3 worship songs and then communion/offering and the sermon. It is very butchered and doesn't flow very well. It will be my job to work on making a blended service and being the one who leads the service. As well as blending the service, we hope to bring some more creative and engaging elements to the service. Whether this be special music, or sets on stage, time will tell!
The other two responsibilities are not as clear and dry. I will be the point person for our children's ministry, be the one people come to for questions, as well as working on children's church. Helping with Jared on the adult ministries will involve small groups and adult Sunday School. It will be a lot, but it will be worth it!
I will assume these responsibilities on June 1st, while in the mean time be part time. My countdown as begun...
April 2, 2009
Shorts, Snow and Corona
Well on the last run of the first day, our group decided to go down a black diamond together. I had been skiing on blues all day and doing great. The only times I fell, which was twice, was when I just sort of fell over on my side, they were not wipe outs by any means. Well I told myself that I would go down a black at least once, and I was planning on doing it on our last day but...I got convinced otherwise, not only with coercing of words, but when my sister says she is going and then I see a little 10 year old girl going, one is left with no choice. I decided to tackle "Corona" --the black diamond run we went on.
So we get to the top of the mountain, I am definitely scared, excited all at the same time. Here is a picture of our group
So our group gets going...some snow plow the whole way down, others "S" their way down, some fast, others slow. I was taking my time going very slow and just trying not to fall...it was a long ride down to the bottom! Andrew decided he would bring up the rear, just an case anyone fell or lost anything. Andrew and I were going slowly down the mountain and I was getting better and better, but something happened. Something rather unexpected. It was at this moment that I started to freak out in my head a little bit. I was gaining speed and momentum and I wasn't able to slow down. As I was about to wipe out, I saw before me a big tree to my left and a big tree to my right and in the middle was as small tree. I decided to take the small tree. I wiped out, hard, and I side swiped into the tree. I cut my ear with my sunglasses, bruised my leg and hurt my right knee. After I hit the tree, I continued to tumble violently down the mountain with my skis still on for about half of my fall.
The next day I sat out on the deck of the lodge in shorts, close to the snow, and far away from Corona!
Now, two weeks later, I have found out that I have to get surgery. This will happen on April 10. They will repair my meniscus, my ACL and my LCL.
Thanks Andrew for encouraging me to go down CORONA!!!
March 29, 2009
Full Time Ministry
January 1, 2009
New Year and New Beginnings
A new beginning to life--I graduate in May! I don't know exactly where life will take me in May or what I will be doing, but it will be something new. I get a chance to start my live over in places were people don't know me and where I can make new impressions on people. Graduation is a new beginning.
A new beginning in relationships--time to start my walk with God and make it the best it can be. Every one wants to have a good relationship with God, but sometimes it is hard and we hit a slump. At this time of new beginnings, I have decided to become more dedicated to my spiritual health. To make serving God an even bigger priority in my life. New Year brings new beginning.
Lastly, a new beginning to health--I hope to make 2009 a year of eating healthy and exercising. This is a resolution that so many make, but with the help of some friends, I believe it can happen. I think that we need to take care of our bodies and this is one way to do that, we only have one so we had better take care of it.
So these are my resolutions, my new beginnings. I hope that you too take the time to find your new beginnings!